Revelation

today is may 31, 2006..what a good day i had?..when i woke up this morning, i felt like i was born again, i am fragile, i am free and i am really happy..and that's a new life for me...a new day to start..a new future to conquer..a new star to reach..a new mountain to climb..sometimes, i just want to sit down below the balete tree to read my books...to feel the air...to close my eyes ...to hear the sound of the tree...to feel the sunlight on my face..to shout like no one will hear me..that's all i want to do today..to be happy..though those things were just products of my magnificient mind..but i was able to feel it as if i was part of it..yesterday, we did meet..oh yeah we did..and i was kind of happy that night..the night that ive been planning for to come and that night was yesterday..she looks good and i look good too..hehehe..she smiled at me and i smiled in return..we sat down on their sala like we think that no one will hear us..no one will understand...we think that the moment was just between me and her..i opened the computer..i looked for the ip address..see, i was really witty, i knew she's the one who'd been using my account...i saw on the address the www.mukamo.com..haaay, oh yeah i expected what i expected from that night..i knew it was her..dont bother..202.163.208.30210.4.17.28 this are the two ip address i got from kuya diox and one of them was her ip address..she's been watching me in mukamo..and that's what make me really sad..i really dont know what comes into her mind while doing this..investigating...for what? that's the biggst thing i got bother most..for what? and most of all she's using my account...holy fvck...i saw two posts in the subforums that were not my posts...i didnt post it but i dont know how come i had a post on that part of mukamo...and that makes me think for a long time...for a month to be exact and i knew she's the one using my account..so i tried to change my handle, to keep my rsd courtesy of ms.chuchay and to ask help to kuya diox to look for ip addresses...and that two ip's showed..hehehe..maybe she wasnt expecting that i couldn't solve this problem..so,kuya diox helped me to log mukamo off in her computer..and it was..i was able to change my password and name..she knew all what i posted on my rsd...all the things mentioned in my rsd...i thought if those things actually made her happy about it...i did cry for her and now she's keep runnin me while im running for someone..all the things i mentioned in my rsd was an open book..btw, i was thinking if she had an account here in mukamo...i really dont care if she was able to read this..all i want was to be me..you know, im a nice person but taking my property was beyond of my being nice..we loved each other before but that was before...she broke the love and i'm just completing the broken love..i lvoed her before but that was before and she's being nice to me like she loved me right now...i'm tired of this..i'm not an immature as before..im not as stupid as before...im not as "ga*o" as before..i grew up..i'm more responsible, an observer and dedicated right now...do i need to write her again in my rsd? i dont know...maybe i'll never write about her anymoreP.S. sorry i did to0 many editings..hehehe..buti na lang at walang nagbabsa..di pwede palang sabihin yung iba..kung mabasa niya man atleast nuetral