Do I Look Like One?

i always thought why i act as a matured person though im not really in the stage of my maturity...ok i'm 19 years old ...for other people im still young and i really look young...though i act like that ..some people thought that i'm not acting at my real age...pfffttt...yeah i do...i dont know if its just coincidence or my mind gets double maturity than my physical body...why i'm asking this?...it gives me trouble...not an interpersonal trouble but trouble to my own self...i cant stop myself from thinking those things and acting that way...it's kinda weird...maybe im just have the power of adoptation...i can adopt to many things to many instances at the same time...i'm matured if im talking to a person older than me and be childish if talking to a person younger than me...

~~~~~~good disposition...that's what my mentor told me...do i have? yeah...maybe...you know i look like a simple guy or maybe a simple kid hanging on the mall...waiting in the shed ....or reading a book...a usual guy that you saw everyday but somehow..other people think that their first impression on me..."he's kind of person that wont harm you"..yeah i know im harmless...i remembered the day that i was held up in timog....my boss asked me why i dont look like i was held up? ...i just said. "i never regret that the holdaper did it..i'm just glad he didnt kill me.."

~~~~~~im good in pleasing a person...my friend told me that you are a big asset to a telemarketing or real estate because of my P.R. thing....and i think about it...really? ..maybe that's one thing why a friend asked advices and kept secrets to me...but i really dont know ...for me...that's me...its natural to me...

~~~~~~you cant please anyone to be your friend...though i tried sometimes...there are people who cant be your friend...for me, its ok..i can live without them as long they wont hurt me...but you know i feel bad when they dont like me...i feel that there's something about me that is wrong...you cant please anyoone to be your friend ..i cant force myself to be liked by other people...if they couldnt accept who i am...its ok...just dont be a backfighter...so we dont have any problems about it...