Randown

its been awhile since the last day i logged in..i've been busy to lot of things...research papers,school works and other stuffs which are all of them are school related. i cant sleep well at night..i 'm thinking too many things every night like what i'm going to do tomorrow? will i pass the quiz again? do i have to read rather than thinking something which making me awake? do i need to prove something to my professors? do i want to be in the board placer?...its' really hard..i'm thinking that i'm really serious about my studies too much that what is inside my mind right now are adductor magnus,tensor fascia latae,sural nerve,brachial plexus,cerebral palsy,multiples sclerosis...man!! am i being paranoid?

i usually woke 5 am, went to school at 6:30..i'll be in school around 8 and went home around 6-8 pm..this is my daily routine since the last christmas break..i went home tired..i took a bath, ate my dinner and read my books to prepare for the quizzes tomorrow..i slept around 12-1 am..i'm tired of my routine but i love what i'm doing...i'm always on a rush that even when chelle wanted to see me last time, i couldn't even give myself a break...well, as long as i want what im doing it's ok...

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when i entered school on the first day of this year, my professor told me that they chose me to represent the school for the quiz bee. i was assigned to be the team captain of the quiz bee...wtf..i told them that i cant do it because i am thinking that the 5th year will be with us in the quiz bee...and atlast they assigned the 5th years to be the team captains..i'm not ready to be in that position right now...

we had only 2 weeks to review and because each years had different schedules, we had troubled meeting each other and the professors also had troubled to look for us during the review session..we hadnt reviewed too much anyway ...we had 1-2 hours review every other day in the first week and 2 hours review in the last week before the competition..the PLM team composed of 2 groups..i'm from the Team 1 which i had with me the 2 5th year students,,ate grace and teod and a third year representative ervin..teod who is one of the smartest PT student in the whole Philippines..he hadn't time for the review because he was on his duty in MORO(a sports clinic in ADMU).. He hadnt reviewed anything at all..

the compitetion was held yesterday in University of Santo Tomas..the judges were from PRC-Physical Therapy Board Members..they were really brilliant..the other universites were from De Lasalle-Dasma, UP, Fatima, UE, St. Jude,UST,PRI and some known PTschools in Metro Manila..well and my beloved school was also there..the quiz bee was on its 4th year and PLM had been reigning the Championship for 2 consecutive years..

I knew, UST studes were good and i think they were just lucky these year to get the championship...actually, it was all my fault that we hadnt got it..somehow,it was my fault..cause during the final round we're on the lead against DLSU and UST... the only problem was that i knew the question too much and that was the time that we're on the double jeopardy round that if we couldnt get it we lost half of our score and i failed to do it...technicality speaking my answer was correct but the drawing made it incorrect..i was down yesterday but you know my buddies were very supportive as well as my professors...but they told me that it was ok atleast we still managed to be in the 2nd place against UST..DLSU wasnt able to get the last place..but the DLSU studes were really good and friendly..i liked them than UST...anyway, some of our professors were also teaching in DLSU-dasma that's why somehow they were nice...

i still have 2 quizzes tomorrow and hadnt read my books...we had another practical exam