Hardship

It's been awhile since i posted my last entry.. .because of my busy schedules, I couldn't log-in here to do things I usually did..anyway, i'm on big trouble last week because of the prelim test..the first test on monday was therapeutic exarcises...the test was not good as I expected...i prefered it to be easy and i thought i could manage to answer the questions..but when i recieved the test questions, i felt like i was a ship sunking that there's no any means to float again..the test was really hard... I hadn't any idea that it will look like we're assessing a patient and giving a proper therapeutic exercises and it should be written in english as well as the instructions...i didnt have any trouble writing it on english but the fact that it was a case analysis, all the thngs that i reviewed last night were useless..not just only me but almost all of us were'nt expected to be like it..i think, this thing will be more easy if it was a practical test..because i didnt have any choice but to answer it, i did it as much as i know..

tuesday, test were about Organization and Administraton and Medical Foundation and Techniques 1...well, not that bad except for the last test in ORAD which because of my overconfidence, i had trouble answering it..the doctor told us one again: "this is the easiest test i ever did here"..well, he always thought that we're not able to answer it well..i didnt have any problem about his test anyway..wednesday test was medical foundation and techniques 3..wtf..this was the test that i will surely fail not because i hadnt reviewed but because i didnt follow the proper instructions,,,but you know, i think the doctor should consider what i did on my test paper..she just announced what were going to do on the test..because of my increase adrenaline to answer the test, i forgot that the answer on the true or false shouldn't be a or b but instead T or F..haaay, its just that im still an optimistic person that i hadn't hard time to accept that this prelim, i failed on this subject because of my carelessness..she even told me : "you still have your midterm"thursday test was electrotherapy, it was an 80 item test by two professors..the first one was about russian current..i'm not that well read about it but i did my best on the test..the test was checked after we answered it, i got 27 out of 40 on the first test..only one had passed the test which is 30..but it's ok..i'm second to the highest...

we hadnt recieved the last test because there's an emergency in the second prof..he needed to address it first..that's why till now..we still have 2 tests..one for therepeutic exercises 2 covering the upper extrmities and electrotherapy covering the interferential current..friday, the test was on seminar..one of the hardest test i ever answered...while answering it, i keep asking myself where in hell they got this test..i even didnt read this in the 3 heaviest book in the world..i read the 3 books as much as i could but the questions which i thought the questions will be taken form the 3 books..i hadnt read some terms used in the test that i could find in the books..haaay, why some doctors do it?..you know, i can answer the test if all of them was disccused in the class..that's one thing that the student like us should learn according to them...not all the thing we discussed in front of the class, was all written in the books..you still need to read your books..saturday test was pharmacology...the first test was i think the easiest test i had answered for this prelim tests as long you read the books cover by cover..the most important was that you read a lot..and that's one thing that i usually do because sometimes the prefessors were too intimidating that they thought we hadn't good as the succeeding batches...the second test was a hell,,,he didnt even discussed the test but he was able to make an exam where in hell he got it...we didnt even know some of medical terminilogies used..for the second time they answered: read your books and dont be dependent on what your professors teaching you..dont just be satisfied on it..you must explore..you must discover because only 5 % of the knowledge of what we teach will be acquired by you but in self reading you can acquired 95% knowledge..